by Alan Walowitz
Victor (Zeke) Zonana (1924-2016)
Now onto this New Year, bad as it promises to be�
there�s rumor You, too, have given up,
filled with Your own brand of regret:
seeing us squander our gifts�
wasting our will as if it were a game,
failing to care for our own,
or honor this place we like to call home.
So now You�re headed out-of-town,
like some will-o�-the-wisp
to locate some new folks, perhaps, and begin
In the beginning, all over again.
But if I�m wrong and it be Thy will
and You�re listening still,
dear God, what the hell,
let us be inscribed again, then sealed.
Though please feel free to pass on him
we�ve loved so well
who takes his place one final time
and happily chants the ancient prayers
for those of us so far removed, we don�t remember how.
But unlike You, our renegade and sometimes vengeful God,
this old man�s not rash nor filled with rage.
But of his own considered will he, too, wants out.
Let it be recorded here, as in Aleppo once,
a temperate man took his life in his hands,
then gently chose�of his own free will�to let it go.
Alan Walowitz has been published in various places on the web and off. He�s a Contributing Editor at Verse-Virtual, an Online Community Journal of Poetry, and teaches at Manhattanville College in Purchase, NY and St. John�s University in his native borough of Queens, NY. Alan�s chapbook Exactly Like Love was published by Osedax Press in 2016 and is now in its second printing.